I think this part should be puncuated different to improve flow.

I'm trying my best to be strong
and let things just flow.
But the pain in my heart
is telling me to go.

Change to:
I'm trying my best to be strong
and let things flow,
but the pain in my heart
is telling me to go.

I thought the first stanza was more of a vent and how you felt hurt and then you went on and expressed more feelings... but we dont really get the idea of your title until the end. I expected for the whole poem to tie back to your title. But, I think this was just a vent so I dont really have any say in it, it's a personal write for you & something I will not suggest changes for. Hope you feel better soon, have to be patient if you want love to come to you.

Awtzzzz.. lady nik this is so great.. i can relate in every stanza... i like the title too. unique.. i feel the sadness in every words. pls.. be strong hon.. miss u.