Forgotten tears stream from my minds eye.
Physical eyes not remembering of how to shed them.
A shame this is,
For it all builds inside.
Like a raging wildfire it eats at my skull.
Like a savage wolf it claws at my sanity.
Depression stands near,
Anger sits beside me,
Yet these tears stream undending...
My face lit with a false smile,
My eyes tell the truth to all.
I want nothing more than to crawl into a hole.
To hide there once more,
To shield myself from the worlds pain,
o shield myself from realities dark palour.
I let her in,
Thinking this time would be different,
Thinking finally my chance was upon me.
Two days and my hopes are smashed to peices.
Two days and my life spirals back to the depths.
Walls building in my head,
Everyone left outside.
Now built from steel,
No one shall ever get in.
A life of no emotions beckons.
Farewell my love,
Take heart that i will always be there,
But despair in the fact...
That i will never love again.
