Missing You [old]

I tried to ignore the fact that you're still in my mind
No matter how hard I try you are always there
I'm wondering if you would still consider you and me
But I know I'm still 3rd place behind Mal and Claire

I'm wondering if you will notice me
I'm ignored so much all I can do is stare
Feeling lonely without you I hide within
The feelings I have now because it would drive you further away

But I still miss you in my personal hell
But to keep you not worried I pretend that all is well

I'm missing you
And the way that we would talk about things
I'm missing you
The lack of love is starting to sting
Somehow I'll get through
I'm missing you

I'm too afraid to try and make a move
You're playing it safe, not letting me get too close to you
You don't realize what you're putting me through
All I want is to be next to you
But I'm too far away, it seems like I need to start anew

But I still miss you in my personal hell
But to keep you not worried I pretend that all is well

I'm missing you
And the way that we would talk about things
I'm missing you
The lack of love is starting to sting
Somehow I'll get through
I'm missing you

~~~A really old poem from high school~~~