Head spinning.
Music in the distance,
Heart racing.
People screaming in the background,
Body shaking.
Losing my essence, losing my being,
Ideas escaping.
Scrambling to get it on paper,
Fingers trembling.
This feeling, pain,
PAIN.
Hurt, depressed, torn,
Conscience withering.
Losing what I love, losing what I care for,
Dying.
DYING.
Can't get the words out,
Can't keep the words in,
How do you explain?
How.
HOW.
