Love is blind

My friends have been telling me that im in a wrong
For saying her name all the time
im just not as strong
Is that a crime?

They dont understand
How many dreams i had
when i got home from school
what i get was a good nagging from my dad
It just drive me mad

Im in a big round world
In a small little town
lying on my big big bed
Thinking back what you've said

It just a little too hard for me
to let it go, to get over you
I have my own reasons why im still holding on

To come around
This is what i really wanted
But im sorry,
you are just not the girl i really expected

This isnt easy
It never was

I better hurt you now
then to hurt you later on
Its not that i dont care about you
Dont love you

I do but you are just not the one i really need
I just feel it
If you were to ask me for an explanation.
I wound say its infatuation

love is blind
You dont really need to find love
But to let love find you
it will naturally come, believe me.

When that happens
there will be an happy ending
than to be crying and regreting