I had to be reminded of something
I said a long long time ago
when you said you loved a girl
but didn't know how she felt
You wouldn't tell me who she was
until I saw you a day later
but when I was speaking to a friend
I said
honestly, I can't leave him be
even if that girl isn't me
I need to be his friend
talking to him is all I ever need
I'll be the best friend if that's all
he will let me be.
However his secret was that
the girl he fell for
was me
but he moved far away
six states actually
he said he didn't want
a long distance relationship
he let me go
and we didn't speak for months
but I couldn't stand it
I missed him so much
and when I told him that
he said he missed me too
but he's with another girl
and it's not like I've locked myself away
he's still the only boy I've ever loved
and I want him back
Today I said
that if he really cared
he'd grow up and have a relationship with me
I said I would let him go
finally
but that friend reminded me
and I remembered all I need.
