I close my eyes
I want to die
I want to be with my grampy
I want to be free
My life has no value
Its just me
I want to kill myself
I want to die
I want no more pain
I want no more hurt
This kid is so unhappy
This kid is slowly dieing
Sometimes i wish i had a gun
A quick blow and i am gone
I survive the cutting
I survive the over dosses
I ask myself y?
It must be for a reason
That i keep on living
I know i feel this way
I dont want to tell anyone
Im not going to another hospital
Im not letting anymore strangers in
Im not talking
I know who i am
I know what i want
