I am back again
Back to my old ways
Back to cutting, od and drugs
Everytime i eat i get sick
Slowly my life is falling apart
These last couple of moths i did my best
It was a new start I promissed myself i wouldnt fall
Somehow i couldnt keep that promiss
I wasnt ready to be alone
Still i fought it
I though i knew what was best
I was wrong
Now were do i belong?
I now keep to myself
I dont talk
No one listens anyways
It does no good
Everytime i think im ok
Everytime i think im right
I fall harder
I just dont learn
I feel bad
I feel disapointed in myself
I feel like i deserve to die
I dont think i will ever find my way
Still i hold on
Only this time i am much weak
Sence i came back
Sence i started over
I was so good befor
Now im back with my old friends
Now im back to my old ways
Im scared
Please wont someone save me!!
I need help
The people i have now cant help me
Its to hard to work with them
Still no one will listen
How much longer can i do this
How much longer can i survive
