Mhm...

I don't think you know me,
i don't think you care,
i don't think you try to,
i don't think you're there,

you really think you know me,
but you know that you don't care,
you can't be bothered trying,
yet you still think that you're there,

i won't think nice thoughts of you,
i won't pretend I'm fine,
i won't ease the guilt for you,
i won't be left behind,

you want to see my thoughts of you,
you can see that I'm not fine,
you can feel the guilt you should,
now you're trailing behind,

i can't say i like you still,
i can't say I'm mad,
i can't say I'm happy still,
i can't say I'm sad,

you can't say you hate me still,
you can't say you're glad,
you can't say you're depressed still,
you can't say you're not sad,

i will not apologize for you,
i just can't act that well,
i want to tell you something,
but it's a word that i can't spell,

you know i won't say sorry to you,
you know i won't pretend,
you can see that i won't forgive you,
not until the very end.