I cant stand this depression
please end this terrible session
always being upset or mad
constantly crying, not understanding why i am sad
talking about my problems doesn't work
putting myself in the position of *ME* being the one i want to hurt
all i want is this to stop
doesn't matter what time it may appear on the clock
as long as i know when that time is
right now, at this point of my life is
the right time for this to end
my horrid thoughts, away my mind will send
and i will end up in a place and time of perfect bliss
somewhere that there is no one or nothing that i will miss
because everyone and everything i want and need is right there with me
yet this is all inside of me, its all just a fantasy
i am here in a messed up world
just waiting for my feelings to unfurl
unleash on everyone i see
or maybe just let them all out on me
