Paradox

Why am I caught all alone?
Do I even deserve this solitude?

Seeing I cannot escape,
Windows closed and darkness wade.

Why can't I ?
Live my own life?

Why can't they let me be?
Will my ending be the end of me?

Should I walk straight and lower my head,
Protect my face with the thickness of my hair?

What should I do?
I still can't bear such a harsh reality.