I'm Sorry?

I'm Sorry,
I know you don't like it when I act this way,
But sometimes I just don't know what to say
I know it may seem stupid, and i know it sounds dumb,
But i guess lately I've been feeling quite numb.

I don't really know myself, and i don't understand what's going on,
That's why i never answer when you ask me What's wrong.
I know it's stupid the way that I react,
but i guess I just get scared that you will turn your back

And i know it's not something you'd expect from me, and i know it's a stupid thing to do,
But lately it's been helping me, with what I've been going through.
I know you probably don't think it's that bad, and it's my choice to do what I do,
But I guess I just wanted something more from you.

I know I should apologize, for treating you like crap,
And i guess that's what I'm trying to do,
I just hope you realize,
The person I was angry with, was never you.