It feels like I'm drowning with every thought of you
You draw me in, I see our past, and i wish i cou correct the old me into who I've become.
Maybe then you and me would still be..
At the bottom of the vast ocean i buried my feelings, my words and the actions that might give me away.
I always seem so far off when your nears.. yes i admit its true..
but I'm only hiding what might jeopardize what we have left
I've begun to question whether you'll be in my future.
I know you.. but lately I don't if you'll leave or stay.
I wish I knew what would be
Those things I've buried are so strong.
That moving on from you would be impossibly hard, that i fear it might be my breaking point.
Hope and dreams are what i cling to
I'm trying to show you enough of what i know is in me that you'll see me the way you used to.
I want a time where you're going to be around
I want the days where you made me smile in the middle of the storm called chaos that is threatening my world yet again.
I want to be back where you took the time to make me feel safe
Please see into the depths to where i hide what you want to see..
please give me that second chance you once said was wating
give me the chance to show you what i hide
