A life cut short.. our story at an end

Everyday i wake up... I expect to see your face.
Everyday i wait to hear your voice.
Everyday i expect to see some sign of you and...
Everyday I'm disappointed

I have to remind myself of reality..
I have to remind myself cancer took your life..
I have to relive those agonizing months..
I have to revisit the day of your demise.

Its nighttime once again.
Another day has come and gone..
and quietly i sit, still hoping to see you.
A voice reminds me you're gone

In that moment I'm left screaming inside..
In that moment I'm enveloped in loneliness
In this moment I begin to cry
In the moment I'm forced to remember your gone and that I'll never be near you again

All alone in my room...
My hearts bleeding.
The pain is too much
I've lost all control...

Finally I silently break down
I know you don't want me to be upset
I've tried for months now
Right here..right now its all too much

My world is in pieces
Nothings the same
I cry out for you
I scream your name
then break down and cry.

I miss you mum
You were too young to die
I wasn't done living life with you
Cancer cut it short...
and thus our story came to an end.

**dedicated to my mum Leonie who lost her life to cancer on July 8th 2009, she is sorely missed.
R.I.P mum.**