Fixing This

02.10.08

The phone is ringing off the hook, what more could I ask for?
There's nothing to be done about this unfortunate situation.
"You don't want me anyway, so why should I stay?"
These streetcars racing past me can't take me anywhere.
I can never find any solace inside of myself.
I'll take a taxi and end up halfway to nowhere,
Just trying to figure out what happened,
Just to catch a smile. "I can't feel the same about you anymore."
Those words couldn't have been said any better.
But they couldn't have come across any more wrong.
I've got nothing but your name branded across my heart.
And that's something even white out can't fix.
I've always wanted it there, but as every day goes by
It burns my skin more and more.
I keep saying how living with you is killing me.
I'm not lying in that aspect. But I never clarified that statement.
Living and seeing you live without me is the problem.
Now would be the best time to say my jealousy has gotten the better of me.
I can say goodbye to you and every word you've said.
But no matter how hard I try I can't bring myself to do so.
Something as easy as moving on has never been so hard.
These streetcars racing past me can't take me anywhere.
I can never find any solace inside of myself.
I'll take a taxi and end up halfway to nowhere.
Staring out the windows, figuring out that speaking
Was never one of my strong points..
I'm hoping you can see the message written inside this.
Saying sorry doesn't work anymore, so take this for what it's worth.
I never lied when I told you I love you.
And I've never meant that as much as I do now.