I keep trying to write down everything I think of you, but my hand keeps shaking. Phantom pains menace me and I've contemplated doing horrid things just to stop them. The time is coming; I can feel it. I hope you're doing find without me, because I can't say the same thing for myself. You always understood me in times like this but I guess it got to you. The world is crumbling down around me. You're the only safe thing I have. Everything will turn out just fine if you're here with me. I'll forget this nightmare as soon as I'm back in your arms where I belong. I can't bring myself to face the fear that I have to live without you. I wish I could find the right words to bring you back but I know that no matter how much I scream, you'll never hear me. Come summer I'll be writing out of my skin to escape everything. The only thing that gives me comfort these days is that ring you gave me.
"Promise you'll never leave"
"I promise."
I suppose promises can't always be kept.
