Letter To My Curse

Dear satisfying but cursed relieve
This letter here contains
Why I quit to no one's believe
Finally dealing with all my pains

You gave me all I ever wanted
Made me think it was the best
But I took everything for granted
Not thinking of the rest

You were my most loyal friend
In times of pain, betrayal, and tears
But you put my loves to end
Killing, destroying, feeding my fears

I loved you like I love my wife
Claimed you were my only cure
But wife don't mix with The High Life
Now nothing I got is pure

Cloudy made me fast
Cloudy was my nature
Cloudy is now my past
Cloudy is not my future

And now I tell you "this is it"
After everything got torn
Call me coward but I quit
There is others I love more

-MaAr