Scattered shades of Autumn surround me everywhere I go,
My heart gets lighter as the sun begins to fade far away,
Sometimes I feel like a kid again- not knowing anything,
My lips just tremble and I start to stutter; I'm stuttering.
I pull back my dark purple shades- my eyes are alert,
The street lights flicker on and off- Red, Yellow then Green,
The clouds are invisible just like me sometimes- imponderable,
I don't know if I can be me; I can't say what I'm feeling.
What's happening to me? I'm lost in a world without you-
Here to hug me; kiss me; please me like you used too do,
I keep stuttering- turning the tuner to my stereo system;
The music is my soul-mate and I dance to every beat.
My hair is twisting; turning; flowing around with my movements,
I can't stop, it's pulsating through my veins; through my body,
The clock ticks and moves- switching the time on me,
It's midnight- and I can't stop dancing even at a stoplight.
It's a midnight remix of my life- Not giving a damn about you;
Or anyone else at the moment- I keep stuttering-
I miss you- I don''t even know if I can be me- when,
It's so hard to be me when you're right next to me.
