You know,
we had so much,
we had it all.
Then it came crashing down,
all around me.
Caving me in.
No matter what I say,
I do actually love you.
Secretly,
I think i even want you.
or maybe I just want my past,
when you were in it.
You are my love,
you know.
My Shane,
your Carmen.
In the end,
we didn't make it.
I wish we could try again.
I'm tired of being hurt,
but love...
hate....
hurt....
what's going on with me?
I'm questioning everything now.
It never used to be like this.
I need you right now.
I need my past with you,
because it never felt like this.
It wasn't hard,
it was what it was.
Heart breaking...
I want you.
I really do.
I've never loved anyone like this,
and I'm sick of hiding it.
My love,
it got all messed up,
and I'm sorry for that.
I wish I could have another chance,
because it would be right.
I wouldn't screw it up again.
I wish you saw what I could be.
"Nothing can separate us,"
you knew so much about me,
I'm still the same,
I've not changed.
I've only dated one girl,
and I've kissed another.
signs are everywhere.
3...
that's the sign of that event.
You wanted to talk to me.
We will really get to talk tomorrow.
There's one question,
I don't think it can wait...
if I hadn't broken up with you,
would we still be together??
I think I know the answer...
I will find out for sure though,
but no matter what happens,
no matter what I say,
just know I will always love you.
