No Clue

And lately the bad has started to out weigh the good
the days go by sooo s l o w
and at night i lie awake in what seems like a coma

When will i ever sleep again?
when will i smile?
when will some one hold me?
when will i no longer live alone on this forsaken earth?

something needs to change...
someone needs to shake me awake...
for i am simply living, while lost in a sleep, with my eyes wide open!