Last night we talked.
And wow we can talk.
You were poking into my life.
I didn't want to tell you.
This happened last time you asked.
It was you who I liked then,
As it was last night.
But I said someone else,
And that same someone last night.
I wish I could have just said it.
But I'm scared.
I'm afraid this would ruin our friendship.
But I did give a huge hint.
Whatever it was that I said,
Pointed directly at you.
You got quiet then.
Maybe thinking that it could be you.
I was so close to just telling you.
I guess I'm a chicken.
A coward who does nothing daring.
I wish I would have just said it then.
The first time we talked about this that is.
I'd be over you by now then.
But I just couldn't say it.
I guess our friendship means too much to me.
I don't think I could handle losing you.
So maybe I'm glad I never told you?
But I really wish,
I would have just said it then.