Note to self

I don't want to see
you ruin your life over
things that happens
in the future or past
i don't want to see
you destroy what
we've built over
a brick wall blocking
our path
i don't want to see
you sit alone and think
of suicide or hurting
yourself in any way
i don't want to see
you be mad at yourself
and avoid the mirror
so you cant see your face
i want to see you
go back to the good
days when nothing
really got you down
i know what you are
thinking, those days
are so far away, so
long gone now
but thats not true
those days can come
again if you don't sit
alone and avoid yourself
all you need is faith
in your heart and
i promise you that
you will get help
to find the confidence
to block out bad
thoughts that keeps
you down down
i promise you if
you think positive
you will always want
to be around
all of those negative
thoughts will melt away
and drain far away
from you
remember the dreams
you have of being
happy?, well they will
all come true