I can feel my breakdown creeping immensely.
I once had it all, and i had to go and lose it.
beautiful skies fade to Grey
And again, i am alone.
Chills kick into my veins.
My eyes begin to water.
Who could of guessed id fall so hard again.
only to feel this once again.
It's hard to bare when your in love.
It's hard to bare when your not loved in return.
Like a castle of rocks collapsed on top of you.
A river of guilt swallows you whole.
There is no victim, there is no murder.
All there is was a lost case of love sickness.
A once blessing, formed into a disease.
Get this out of my body!
I scream inside my heart.
Thunder rolls up inside my soul.
And he wont ever hear a sound.
While i sleep in tears yet another night.
People can pity all they want.
They can shower me in support
But i wont be the same until i have him again.
I cant fight that fact.
I lay awake another night.
Thinking of just your face.
I'm surrounded by other chances
But i only want you.
