TorTure

A shrill voice in my head is torturing me,
Something cold glitters in my eyes,
Its something familiar that's ringing in my ears-Those lies,

I cant shut out this horrible laughter,
Even if i raise my hands to my ears,
Death's smell grows stronger,
I cant fight back my fears,

My skin has turned cold,
I've no other option left,
Myself-I certainly cant hold,
Words can certainly not explain the way i felt,

I felt like tearing myself apart,
SO I've cut my self,
Blood's pumping from my open wrist,
To control this searing pain,
Ive clenched my fists,

Blood Blood Blood,
Smeared everywhere,
Was the last thing I saw,
In that world,Over there......