I know you wonder, just what you mean to me, and what place you have in my heart, now here's your chance. I am finally ready to tell you how much I care and that you really do mean the world to me.
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This felling I have for you is so strong, it is remarkable. Words can't even explain my love for you and my undying devotion I have for you.
You BRANDON make me feel so wonderful inside, you do everything the ideal guy would, and when I'm with you every thing feels perfect, just right.
I need you to know that even when you're feeling that I don't care and thinking that i don't really love you, I truly do. Your the most important person in my life and always will be, also that no matter what, you will always have a place in my heart and the key to open it.
This relationship to me is so special, one that I am going to cherish all my life, and all the times we have spent together can never be replaced. Being with you just doesn't feel real, it is like I'm living my life in this happily ever after fairy tale.
So now you should start to get it, the big picture, how much I care, and that no matter what, I will always be there. Even thou I try to hold back the feelings for you, its crazy, but I swear I would do anything for you.
When I say I love you I mean what I say and say what I mean and when I say I am sorry please forgive me for my mistake, cause I truly don't want to hurt you.You're the only one I want to cuddle, to kiss, to laugh with, and to hold.
If I could give my feelings to you, id give them to you when you first said Amber I love you, but babe you have to see that it is hard for me to speak of my feelings, but I'm starting to open now, because of you, because I care, and because I want to be with you.
This is how I truly do feel, from the very depth of my soul to the part of my heart that can only be opened by you, my one true love.
Every time I think of you, I think of us, and how I hope for everything to work out, and for us to be happy. As I see it, you should see in my stare and my looks i give you, how much I do care about you and love you.
You'll probably never understand the love and the respect I have for you, you just don't see it and you think that these feelings i have for you are not there and that i am just saying them to say it, but believe me babe its true and the feelings are there. You are all I think about and dream about and you are the one i cant see my self without, cause without you i wont feel whole.
You wanted to know how I feel about u and now I'm telling you.
I've never opened up to anyone like this before, so now you should know I really don't want you to let me go.
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This poem is dedicated to my one true love.....BRANDON GRAY
I Care about you!
I Respect you!
I LOVE You!!
Brandon~
IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I DO THAT FUSTRATES YOU, THATS MAKES YOU MAD AND MAKES YOU SO UPSET, THAT YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT WANTING TO BE WITH ME.
I TRULY DONT MEAN TO HURT YOU.
I CARE TO MUCH TO EVEN WANT TO EVER THINK ABOUT HURTING YOU.
I hope you take this poem to the heart like i did. This poem is my proof that i do care.
But i know where u are coming from when u say that u want me to say it not write it, but i trully try but i cant.(thats your little thing)
Im sorry that everything is going down hill like this, its really hard for me to see what it is doing to u, but for me it is hurtings so much it is unbarable cause i can see what i am doing to u. I wish i can do much more for u but this is all i can give and im sorry that it isent enough.
I do hope that things will once be better and we can work through it. But if it doesent work out than i hope the best with your life and i hope you find someone that will make you happy.
I Love You With All My Heart and i hope you saw it through this poem.
I Am Sorry!!(I just cant give you what you need)
IT IS HURTING ME AS MUCH AS IT IS HURTING U.
P.S
Dont ever forget..I will always love you!!
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