Ode

Broken mirrors
showing broken
images of what used
to be and my love
is shattered against
this wall of time
like all of this really
mattered to you anyway
your love cut me into
so many little pieces
that when my heart quit
pumping I bled no more
why did you lie to me
for all this time
and none of this this makes
sense to me and i feel
like i am left wandering
through the darkness
you left me to fall
into without a saving grace
I told myself you were there
to catch me when i fell
but in the end we all know
what really happened
you turned your back on me
and now i can see
clearly who I have become
why did you have to be so
jaded behind your mask
of false pretense
and EMT promises
all this hurt comes from what
I feel in my heart and the
words have flowed freely
from my core and i don't know
If this is a dream but if it is
I wish i could just wake up and
start over the day without
all the goddamn sorrow