Poetic I am to say something about her. I'm emotionally unstable right now but my mind keeps bugging me. Hope I can sleep after this...
Well, meekly saying, there's no other person (Maybe except her parents.) that knows her deep inside and out than me. She's more than a sister to me, or even a best friend. She is my body, my soul and my emotions. She's perfect, devoted, loving, caring and patient. Ummm, we've been less than 6 years sharing lives together and I guess that justifies how I know her.
I met her by serendipity in my high school days. I've been desperate to be her friend the first time I saw her. And so, I insisted myself to go along her world. Lucky I am she gave me an opportunity to pass through it. And here starts the story.
From that moment on, I've been perfect for myself. Feelings have been unexplainable and found out that there's something more we have for each other. Well, I knocked again and this time, the door from her heart opened widely for me. She lets me inside and locked it carefully.
We were too young to know what love really is that time... But that moment changed my world, I can't explain how I've been. All I know is I loved her so much and I want to be with her every second of the day. My affection for her grows every day and every day seems to be perfect, especially when we're together. (Oh! How wonderful it is to think back at those instants... It really makes me smile.)
Then destiny gave us... Should I say, new challenge, new life or maybe, help and hope... Because the fear that we will be separated in college did not happened. We both studied in Iloilo. We have the most cherished, perfect, happy moments back there. We had awful, serious, sour, and some of those bad moments too... Through those, we have tested our faith and love... And somehow, the hardest things are those negative impacts that brought our minds because of those faults we've made. As they say, sometimes, we forgive, but we don't forget. Both of us made mistakes, but somehow in God's kindness, we have been strong and manage to get those obstacles along our way. But from that, mature minds, better emotions and ideas have been saved in us. Changes have been made, but one thing I didn't alter is my love to her. She knew that... And so, it had been...
Now, the most difficult test came... She went to Manila and I'm back to our hometown in Aklan. I don't know what happen this time, I don't want to point a finger at someone here, but this dreadful separation had been so strange to me... I'll make it short; we've been complicated, impaired, and suddenly ruined... Love, trust, understanding, affection, honesty, tolerance and loyalty, where have you been? There are still a lot of questions in my mind. It's more than like killing me a million times; it's been so swift and unforeseen... You know... But I don't want to say some more, it's ours already... And now, the big question for you is if this love story will end happily ever after... Hmmmh. Don't worry, it's she who owes you the ending story...
(A story of a stupid poetic junk...)
