Rip Me Apart

Cause lately, ive been lost and i dont know where to go from here. currently at an intersection and im trying to face my fears.

im letting go but then again, i keep looking back. all this manipulation and confusions are turning me to someone i dont wanna act.

i remember i use to be strong and i didnt care. but ive become weak and its like my soul is about to tear.

i want to stop and snap out of it but theyre getting to me. i want to wake up and realize but i still cant see.

i know im better than this but its just so hard. i need to forget the past and i cant let them rip me apart.