Dreamland

I've realized something just now, just today
That no matter how hard that I try,
I can't ever bleed the memory of you away
I will still think of you every day that goes by

But for some reason I think bleeding will make me forget,
All the painful things you've done to me in my life
I try not to remeber you but when I do I get upset
These feelings urge me to give up to the knife

In a perfect world this would not have gone through
But I don't live there and I don't live in a dreamland
In a perfect world you'd still be here, now what should I do?
Come back here lift me up and lend me your hand

You always told me that this doesn't have to be the end
Always be strong and don't let life get you down
Now in breaking, and I'm missing my best friend
Girl who always wore a smile in now wearing a frown