How did i give up something so perfect,
So true?
Knowing all along that there's no such thing,
As anyone better than you,
I dream of you at night,
See you with her every day,
And i hate myself so much,
For throwing it all away,
And i saw you beg,
And i saw you cry,
I realize i never deserved you,
Yet you never gave up, and why?
You held so tight,
You never gave in,
And something broke in my heart,
And hurts right now within,
You've moved on and it's okay,
But I miss you more than words can say,
It's my fault, i hurt you first,
I gave up everything for someone new,
And now im selfish enough again,
To still want you,
And i miss every smile, every touch,
Every single word,
Every sweet kiss we had,
And i see how much u must have hurt,
The beach, the sand,
The blue, hot sky,
Your arms around me,
All those tears you cried,
Is this how you felt,
When we fell apart?
How could i have put you through this?
The pain so real in my heart,
The pictures of us taken happy,
The smile across your face,
With me behind the camera lens,
Beautiful pictures of you in the beach's place.
How could i go back and see,
My mistakes and know its true,
When the camera flashes and all that's there,
Is the painful black shadow, in the place of you.
