I feel as if whoever you wrote this about, you pushed away, instead of let them in, to get to know you. You kept your distance because you were afraid, you didn't know if what you could have done would of been the right choice.
Believe me i am in the same boat.
Be strong, remember you have one life, live it well, live it with passion.
We are bound to regret things, but it all depends on how you see it yourself.

--Syla