You left for college, to take on your dreams
to leave me behind...
i left too i couldn't dare spend another day in this dead end hopeless town not when all it reminded me of was you.You took me to the airport and watched me walk away and i recognized the look on your face.
The day you told me you were leaving i walked to you sat be sided you and cried.
you never seen a single tear fall from my eye
my head was turned but you heard my short of breath and when i looked at you finally it was that same exact look the "I'm sorry" look.
the please tell me to stay and never let me go look.
But i couldn't find the words
i couldn't tell you to stay with me
i want you to do whats best for you even if that meant letting you go.
its been 6 months and i cant find any other way to love you but to hate you
and it kills me
i blame you because i know its my fault
i cry myself to sleep BC i know you'll get tired of waiting on me and find someone
without a choice we were torn my cupids test
without a choice i cant put my mind to rest
without your love ill always be empty
without my heart ill always be beat
