I push you away
i try and search for more within other girls
i tell you i cant do it, your loves not worth my time
but would you still love me if i told you neither was mine
could you look me in the eyes if i told you the truth
that i say things i don't mean to keep you in my loop
to always know that your my puppet makes me feel good
or maybe i just need to feel misunderstood
i lie and say i don't love you anymore
but you should know its just a lie
is that why you questioned me and asked what made this arise
what happened to me why am i so selfish the constant need to feel wanted leaves me helpless and hollow
and i cant take seeing you with someone else thats to much to swallow
but i cant expect you to wait for me forever
you'll find someone with ease when you figure out you can do better
my mind plays tricks on me like i play tricks on you
my mind says f**k it when my heart says be true
my love will never compare to yours
and thats why I'm torn
torn between loving you the way i should
torn between giving you all that i could
