The pity should not be put on me
I don't care whether or not you care
I just wish to share
That which is held deep within me
I am alone. knowing the world is around me
I am not sorry for the things that i have done
And for the people that i have hurt
All of that has made me who i am
The loneliness that i feel is something created by me
The fabrication of this feeling has consumed me
I do not wish for your pity
Only for you to listen to the words deep within me
I create that in which i live
Including all of the darkness that enslaves me
So in order for me to convey to you that which i feel
I have to open wounds i never thought would heal
And share with you the pain i endured
Share with you the helplessness that i hide inside
So that you understand where i come from
But not so that you suddenly feel sorry for me
First you must understand who i truly am
The person that i have become
Before you can just blindly comfort me
Before you can say i know how he feels
I don't just sit here in darkness because thats where I'm supposed to be
It's where i have chosen to call my home
Where no matter what the outside world does it can not affect me
And no matter what you say i can't afford to leave
So i say your pity is wasted on me
Unless your willing to work with a broken soul
And try to lead him back to where he knows he should be
But can no longer remember being
