I want to fly far from here
I need not shed another tear
I thought you were there when I needed you
I hoped you needed me too
You broke me like it was nothing at all
You enjoyed all the hurt and watching me fall
And hitting the ground is all you can see
when inside its like I'm drowning to breathe
I know you now a little to well
I cant imagine wanting to be in your hell
yet it strikes me again and again
that your like a drug I can never end.
I crave it more each day
and the more I take, the more my inside decays
I wish I had the courage to quit you
even though I cant