My Confession

This poem is about my knife and trying to escape from everything, my mates seem to think its bout s*x but yeah, take it how you want.

I'm drowning as i push against you,
i fight hard without success,
giving myself to you.
I breathe in and you fill me,
my anger, my pain slips away.
I find no pain, no suffering in your being.
I hold you and i am complete,
your very presence brings me to my knee's.
I lose myself in your touch,
my body screams but the pain will not cease.
My mind knows no malice.
Darkness clouds my eyes as you wash over me.
You, and only you can release me.