Poet- Life

Decisions that I made aint always right,
The risks that I take I always fight,
Fighting my mind, defeating the past,
They bring up the wrong in me that’s just daft,
If you get to know me better I’m so smart,
My heart so pure the mind the work of art,
Every time I think, I think what I done,
My only hooyo raised me, (I use to jack my mum)
Never shot weed blud, nor ever bunned,
I look at my Family all the wrong they done,
Disappointing parents laughing that’s fun,
Always running away saying out so long,
I’m sorry for what I committed and everything I’ve done,
“I love you and I apologize mum”,
When I was young I thought stupid things were fun,
Now I realized coz I’m a grown ass man,
Trust me mum I’ll be the father of the house,
You’ll be proud never put your head down,
I promise you that mum I won’t let you down,
I and my brother will raise you up high,
Now it’s our turn coz you raised us high,
Our only mother suffering every time,
Suffering will stop coz it’s our time,
We love you mum we need you to trust us,
Give us one chance and you’ll be up fast,
You’ll never cry just forget the past,
Thinking of the future seeing us,
We won’t be on the streets selling drugs,
You raised us better then that mum we need your hugs,
We love your heart pumping on our chest,
Last promise I’ll have a chair and desk,
In a office where people don’t mess, (yes)

First thing, when I was young I was dumb, (blud)
Taking risks that I knew they were wrong,
Broke a wrist when I learnt how to rob,
My mum loved when I was just a little cob,
My mum wanted, me to be proud, (yes)
Screaming put your heads up high,
She wants me to be the best I can,
When I grow I’ll be the richest man, (money)
A doctor cutting every man,
Look at me be a successive man, (blud)
Not saying watagwan my man, (coz)
The English is like a British man,
As I was studying they call me how, (What)
Picked up, “brother got rushed up bad”,
“Slow down, I just don’t understand”,
He tells me, he got rushed my FAM,
I ask him, “how many were der?”
“15”, “blud that’s just bare”,
“But wait I heard nigga (silvers) was involved”,
When I heard that name I was gone,
My anger rose up so high,
Whereas I couldn’t control,
My temper went to another floor,
But guess what my fist were cold,
I keep pounding on the f**king door,
My heart turned into the core,
When I see him it’ll be so raw,
Kidnap him and take him to my home,
And ask him why you did that for,
This song is not for entertainment it’s about life,
Please stop doing this please do right,
I know in our country we always fight,
Please show these people were also bright,
Smart in our heads, protecting ends,
Protecting our parents, protecting our friends,
If there’s beef, let’s stick together,
Battling with our souls we must fight forever,
It’s not a negative ting it’s a positive one,
We must fix up before we have our sons,
See us suffering thinking were dumb,
Saying we dropped out, you fricking bum,
Just an example for us not to run,
Facing the cautions, we must face them….. The End