My mind wonders why you wont let me in
truly it baffles me why you are you shut away
sense you treat me like a stranger i have
no choice but to treat you the same
i try my hardest to met your needs
but to no avail things are still the same
trying to get to your heart is like
swimming in the ocean trying get to a
small sailboat against a strong current
it is impossible
i reach out to you but your hand
i can not grasp i tell you my heart is
a deep well filled with love
but you do not wish to drink of its liquids
nothing i do is ever good enough
i have no choice but to stop trying
it is not my intention to hurt you in
anyway but i guess to you it does not seem so
what is the answer to my dilemma
i rack my brain
but no reply appears
why cant you make me whole
because every time i try to get close
to you it seems as though you
move even farther away and you
take a piece of me with you
i just want to love you why
are you so blind to that fact
are you worried i wont accept you
for who you are i do not wish
to change the person i know and love
mistakes happen and the past is gone
lets not dwell on our imperfections
thats what makes us who we are
i do not want to discard what we
have but i can not go on living
in a loveless existence
open up to me so we can grow
