I dont know it happened,
Or how it all begun.
But all of a sudden
I am numb.
I cannot feel a thing,
No happiness, no pain.
It seems im just going,
Round and round again.
I took the wrong turning,
And now here I am.
Looking at myself,
At what I have become.
Im lower than ever before,
I dont know what to do anymore.
My efforts shattered, broken on the floor.
That almost perfect princess is not here anymore.
Im searching over and under,
To get rid of this thunder.
Deep inside of me its building up.
I can feel it, ready to erupt.
I need to get back on track,
But I dont know which path is for me.
So my Lord, I kneel down in mercy,
Please show me the way to be happy.
