Losing Everything.

Please, I'm begging you for assistance
Everyone seems to be at a distance
No one knows whats hidden in my mind
No one cares enough to look and find

Deep beneath my love for my boyfriend
Something in me wants everything to end
Under all my love for poetry and dance
I need someone to save me, give me a chance

I seem like I have it made, right?
But to just get food I have to put up a fight
Under my smile I know I'm losing my home
We can't pay the bills, will we live in a shelter or rome

I'm scared for my mom, my sister, and me
After this month where will we be?
I don't want to go to a foster place
Please give me time, while I plead my case

I wish I was old enough to get a work
I wish dad would give us money, he's such a jerk
I have no idea where I'll be in a week
Some one help me, I need to speak