I read notes from him constantly scanning them over and over again
Trying to read between the lines even when theres nothing to read
So I guess you could say what I'm writing this for me
But as I prefer to say you....
Arms tightening around you, head snuggled into his shoulder
Things couldn't get better could they, you think, thats your first mistake
While your mind drifts to the picture of his arms wrapped around her
And the only thing you can't decide is if his mind is made
I know it hurts but you have to breathe, take a breath you'll see
If he loves you still after all this time, don't you think it's meant to be?
I guess your still parinod, all the pain he's caused you, all the tears that you've cried for him and him alone
Is it worth it the cracks in your heart, while he smiles and you realize you could spend the rest of your life in his arms, your home
Everyone you love will eventually cause you pain, but the question is who's worth those haunting thoughts and endless nights?
Your used to being lost and alone in a corner holding yourself in the dark, you never expected the one who broke your heart to turn on the lights
Weighted down from all the pressure
These emotions can't be easily measured
Let time pass and give him the chance he doesn't deserve
If it's true all the pain was worth it, you'll never worry again about being alone.
He'll hold a place in his heart for you thats been personally reserved
So go ahead draw hearts and write intials on everything you own
