I'm unhappy waiting,
that's evident,
it's been that way for a while now.
I'm giving my all,
trying to wait,
but I'm sick of it.
Because I'm falling backwards,
this is the reason to hate love.
I'm keeping my promise,
oh how this hurts,
staying hurts,
and so does leaving,
but leaving will only sting for a while,
staying will burn forever.
Friends?
Lovers?
We were never.
Oh how much inspiration comes from my hurt.
I'm making the wrong wish at 11:11,
so for that...
I cannot change.
I can only look to the future,
my wishes will not involve you.
Only my happiness,
I need it,
you know.
its very sacred to me,
you gave it to me for a little while,
but then I fell in love with you,
that's where things always get messed up.
I'm glad I'm seeing what needs to happen now.
I'm backing off,
it's what's best for everyone involved.
All the things you said,
all the things I wanted to believe,
they were one in the same.
We bonded like nothing before,
but I have to let that part go.
So here's to my life as you just being my friend.
I have to keep this promise...
I hope I can do it...
all the bad,
it overpowers the good now,
I can barely remember what we used to be.
It can't be that hard,
can it?
Being just your friend...
I never really dated you,
so how hard can it be?
I love who I thought you were...
