=(

That day was a nightmare,
to see the disappointment run across her face,
my heart pounding,
hoping she wont yell at me.
She lifted my arm,
and saw the cuts,
tears streamed down my face,
I knew she would hate me,
and never forgive me.
I swear she nearly fainted,
how could her little girl do such a thing,
make those marks,
and hate life so much.
Oh, I wish I could take it back,
to forget that disappointment that rushed over my mothers face.
My parents talked to me later that night,
and asked me if eveyrthing was alright?
I knew they hated me,
the way they yelled,
it just scared me.
I no I have disappointed my family,
with my insane life,
and cuts,
and none stop lies,
but I wana stop,
but u seem not to want to no,
your lost faith in me,
like I aint your daughter or sumfin =(