In and out was what it was about
Until the day all i could do was shout
before then life was a daily routine
beside i was only 15
Education was the least of my worries
i had streets smart and that was key
i roam the corners at night
and pray to god that i don't see another car light
ignore by god cars always stops
weirdly i never had hope for the cops
the cops were the most loyal
plus my uncle was known to be royal
nothing goes down without his approval
if anyone thought else, they had to fight for survival
my job is to continue be his only token
while it will never matter how much i feel broken
since 15 i was his money making tool
never was a bother till i realize my only uncle was this cruel
soon after my folks died i was up for a rude awakening
it happen everyday with no option for winning
he ruled me my mind and my body
it came to a point i couldn't see my buddy
i couldn't tell him why i couldn't see him
so i let my uncle take care of him
i watched my dear buddy take his last breath
and i saw my first miracle; death
i was well known around the blocks
so i never had problems pilling my ricks
them chicken heads couldn't come close to competition
cause i know what my job takes and i had dedication
dedication that came from fear of my lifestyle
and plus no one could take me out of style
many say I'm a home wrecker
i say I'm a hard worker
i keep the husband sane
the boyfriend from causing pain
and the big baller from going insane
I'm no killer just helping others maintain
victim by day victim by night
innocent mind corrupted by sight
growing up i use to watch my sister get around
i envied her life as she kept me astound
working with uncle William she had all she wanted and more
she couldn't handle it and thought life was an ongoing war
uncle William showed me what to do
but my life was also a dream come true
my tale is simply clear but damn
i wanted to be who i am
