I Wanna Run Away...

I get this urge to run away, I have no more reason here so whyy should I stay?

I hate it here im so tired of this place, but I hide the pain I feel with a smile on my face.

As I pack my bags and climb out the window I'm thinking of places that I could go, but whyy I left will anyone know?

I'm walking down the street and it's pouring down rain, i'm getting this feeling i'm going insane.

Cars drive by and I try to avoid them for I still feel alone, im gettin scared now so I ask myself should I keep going or head back home.

If I go back now no one will know that I had left and no body will worry, but im already gone and i'm in no hurry.

I see blue lights racing down the street I wonder if their looking for me, so I try to run and hide but it's raining harder making it difficult for me to see.

I don't know where I am and I have no place to go so I keep running til find a place, yet I still can't help but to think of how much I am a disgrace.

I'm not thinking about what i'm putting my friends through but will they miss me at all?, for no one was there before to catch me when I fall.

I felt like I didn't exsist or belong anywhere and it's like I was always forgotten, for the last time I felt happy and not used I can't recall when.

Sick of being neglected and people not listening to what I have to say I can finally get away and be free, free from this hell wondering if anyone will miss me.

But I hate feeling like this and having to fake being polite, so I wanna run away because to me it's the only thing that seems right.

So I say goodbye for you won't see or hear from me in a long time if not forever, I had to run away just to keep myself together...