The life i call my nightmare

~Dear self~
I try and fake a Smile but Instead I shed a tear
Leaving here is my greatest fear
I cant sleep at night
As my reality haunts me in my dreams
I wake up in a scream my nighmares
Frighten me I could never emagin leaveing my home
Id rather die then go tho with life like this
No one gets me well maybe one or two
Papa but hes gone and with me leaving I wont know who to
Talk too. I�m gonna lose it all If only she would let me stay and be happy
But I know that�s not an option she don�t care what I want to do.
I cant sleep Im tired all the time butt I don�t know what too do sleep dont help

well im gonna go live the life that I call my nightmare.