More then existing

For many dark cold nights, been looking up at those stars wondering when this life will start...
Just existing, not living.
Another night and another thinking i'm here for no reason.
Things change, i have something to say.
I'm ready to stand up for myself.
This life has a meaning.
It's a dark night but the stars are shining so very bright, seeing more then a dot in the sky,
they're more then just existing.