Sometimes I wish you pain.
But then I come back to sanity.
Hurting you will only torture me.
I guess your love I will never gain.
I think you should let me go.
Push my love away so I can live.
Trapped in this cage I cannot grow.
Behind these bars I have nothing more to give.
My soul is escaping with a smile on my face
I will only live once so I will move on
My feelings for you go to a secret place
So hard to believe you will stay gone.
You said you'd never give up on me
But I noticed when you took your leave
You didn't look back, mixed signals.
Turn my focus, your mind, so I can see
You have your days,
I have my nights.
Sleep was never hard for you
Days were always easy on me
But some things never get better
You can't fix some things that are broken
I'll write you one last letter.
And then I'll put down this pen.
I know how to breathe
I've learned how to sleep
Now you might not know me
But my feelings run so deep
There's no waiting forever
When tomorrows not promised
I got my life to live
I bet you meant not ever
