Would You Care

You left me feeling, cold and alone,
All those hurtful words at me you had thrown.
I don't know why it bothers me at all,
After all it was my fault I began to fall.

I try to pretend that these scars, weren't caused by you,
It's hard to talk, scared you'll see right through.
Even when you apologize, It still doesn't matter,
You were the one that made my heart shatter.

It hurts to know, that I still can't forget,
What we never had, the words you don't regret.
It's harder to trust now, I know I should let go,
But those words seem to follow me where ever I go.

I've been trying for so long, but seeing you is hard,
I knew at the start, you would get through my guard.
My protective wall, to hide from you,
I knew it was pathetic and bound to fall.

I can't begin to explain, the way I want things to change,
I want to go back, to when we didn't know each others name.
It would be so much easier, I want things to end,
Should I do it by myself, would you care If you lost your so called friend?