Barely Alive

I love hearing your voice in my ear,
and feeling your body when it's near.
But your no longer here,
and it's sad because i can no longer care,
because your no longer mine; but the truth is I do.
I can't stop;I don't want to stop loving you.

I know your probably thinking
"your the one that let me go"'
Yeah I know, I'm sorry though
All i can think of is how warm m,y bed is,
but how lonely it is.

I dont like to remember;cannot forget.
why does it have to end like this?
With cold my heart has blown over,
and each day it gets a little colder.
but with her random smiles it breaks the ice.
in those few seconds I feel Alive.